One of my best friends (she's by Chrissy-Shade, literature
Literature
One of my best friends (she's
One of my best friends (she's probably the closest friend I have) was going to commit suicide yesterday. When she told me during first period today... I was in Shock. Everything shut down. It didn't really hit me until after lunch during English class. I felt like I couldn't breathe. It was terrible. All that I could think was "No. I don't know what I would do without her. Is she really okay?" etc. I couldn't stop thinking about her and what could've driven her to that point.
Then it hit me like a train.
She said that was her "second offense."
She's had the cops called for suicidal behavior before.
It took everything I had to leave the buildi
Just a Moment.
Just a second.
That's all it takes.
In one moment, happiness can turn to sorrow; sorrow to anger; anger to happiness and more.
Just one moment can change someone's life forever.
It's insane how someone else's decision can dramatically change someone's life.
In just a moment, Inspiration can hit.
In just a moment, Inspiration can vanish.
Like it was never there.
One of my best friends (she's by Chrissy-Shade, literature
Literature
One of my best friends (she's
One of my best friends (she's probably the closest friend I have) was going to commit suicide yesterday. When she told me during first period today... I was in Shock. Everything shut down. It didn't really hit me until after lunch during English class. I felt like I couldn't breathe. It was terrible. All that I could think was "No. I don't know what I would do without her. Is she really okay?" etc. I couldn't stop thinking about her and what could've driven her to that point.
Then it hit me like a train.
She said that was her "second offense."
She's had the cops called for suicidal behavior before.
It took everything I had to leave the buildi
Just a Moment.
Just a second.
That's all it takes.
In one moment, happiness can turn to sorrow; sorrow to anger; anger to happiness and more.
Just one moment can change someone's life forever.
It's insane how someone else's decision can dramatically change someone's life.
In just a moment, Inspiration can hit.
In just a moment, Inspiration can vanish.
Like it was never there.
So we uh...well...Jon did anyways...broke the door. He shut it and it got stuck and whatever was in the doorknob to keep it closed..well...something broke inside and it stayed closed. Anyways so me and Zach get back to my place after my night of debauchery last night with him. But ya anyways so unscrew the doorknobs out and then what's left is the part that's supposed to keep the door shut when ya close it...at that point is when we noticed that something broke so we first thought "Hey, let's unscrew the door from it's hinges." We did. We tried to push from the other side to get it off. No go. So anyways me, Jon, Larry, and Zach are pretty mu
I start another job on Monday morning that will go on until Christmas, so I won't have as much time to write or even make steampunk things. TT.TT
Which sucks, because I'm still tired from my second job in October, and when I'm tired, I don't want to write, I just want to sleep XD
So my schedule is going to be retarded. I work until 10 or 11 at night....and then will have to get up at 6 or 7 and go work more.
TT.TT I have so many half started stories and chapters that I want to write and upload, and so many steampunk things to make....but I just.....I don't have time. *sadface* I love you guys and want to give you nice things but I can't.
Thanksgiving/Black Friday 2012 by DevlinTheBlack, journal
Thanksgiving/Black Friday 2012
Thanksgiving:
Alright so Thanksgiving was alright...I got to drag Vince and Kaoru with me to it (btw it was also Vinces b-day which is why I could drag him, Kaoru lives with me so he was able to even if he didn't want to) anyways...it was pretty alright...I kept introducing Vince as Dark Chocolate (he's black) and Kaoru as Chin-Kay (he's Asian, Japanese to be specific) the whole night and that was funny...also I pointed out to em that I bet they've never been in a room with so many white people before til now. And then afterwards me, Dark Chocolate, Chin-Kay, Jon, and Justin went around driving for a bit and singing to songs. I've never seen
Hey. I enjoy writing and used to be very good at it. I have stopped for a while due to a death in my family. I am ready to pick up a pen and cover a pad of paper with stories.
My backpack is always so heavy. I have a huge binder in there wiht all my subjects, at least 1 large textbook a day, *average height friends that pull me down to their level like today.
Oh! so I usually have my backpack on one shoulder when I am in a rush, and my friend links her arm in mine and pulls me down to her level to whisper something in my ear about... well you don't need to know. :P But after she was done I said "Your twisting my spine, I have a textbook in here. haha" It was still funny though.
But yeah, my neck is killing me. My back... my back... I want to take out my spine and roll it up then put it back. My legs were being so
This house freaks me out ever since I moved here. Tonight I'm hearing things. There was a bang in the family room. NOT A SOUL WAS IN THERE. well... body anyway...
I'm tired. I don't feel like writing tonight. This ws the first time I have relaxed in 2 weeks. My face is breaking out from the stress (DARN MY OILY SKIN) and This is a freaky way to end my weekend.
I heard whispers...
sounds like something fell in the livingroom... im going to look.
I dont see the red face from years before, But this house gives me the chills. But just the main level. Which sucks.
I hear more whispering. I cant tell if its the tv. Its too quiet.
I dread wal
I am normally so calm and collected and laid back. But not today. Today was so different.
I was so mad. My hnds were shaking. I got 3 migranes before the school day ended. So, of course I vent to my folks. Oops.
Mama Bear is steppin in now. She is going to send him an email tomorrow. I have tried asking her, I have tried begging her not to write it nd send it.
I'm falling asleep on the keyboard, I'll write more in the morning.
SWEET DREAMS ALL